^ - ^
currently running it as almost always - at times, and down
Today I drank a lot and eat something now buttered vegetables and a piece of chicken breast fillets.
I've gotten really developed a taste for cauliflower
XD Well, what else is new?
Oh yes!
....
.......
I have finally bought a bass ^ - ^!
Sunday evening last week ordered and paid via online banking
^ ^ I hope the bass is still ^___^ before the weekend!
Otherwise nothing really interesting right now Oo
you all a great ^ ^ Your evening
ela ~
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
School Essay For Deathwatch By Robb White To Copy
Preparatory course in Germany!
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is particularly important that training is absolutely Free! And the level of the German A2. Ie all those who have the desire can try! And prepare for the test Daf!
program begins in late March, so that the time for filing there are very few! Do not miss your chance!
Dear Readers, I have a wonderful offer for you! Most of you aspire to pursue higher education in Germany! So there was wonderful opportunity to pass a preparatory academic program at the University of Applied Sciences Wildau.
is particularly important that training is absolutely Free! And the level of the German A2. Ie all those who have the desire can try! And prepare for the test Daf!
program begins in late March, so that the time for filing there are very few! Do not miss your chance!
Friday, February 18, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Cat Peeing On Baby Things
Boot Camp Day 28
'm proud of myself ^ ^
Today, only one egg and an apple to put me ^ - ^
läufts Hopefully tomorrow as well.
But otherwise the day was - fair -.-
Have just terminated a friend the friendship.
point.
all I need say no more.
Although I'm really mad> \u0026lt;
I find his behavior outrageous! Unbelievable!
And an apology for its part, he does not consider it necessary!
good.
He can put his apology to his hat!
damned crap.
The theater I do not share.
Did not I needed ...
Should he stay but where the pepper grows ... > \u0026lt;
'm proud of myself ^ ^
Today, only one egg and an apple to put me ^ - ^
läufts Hopefully tomorrow as well.
But otherwise the day was - fair -.-
Have just terminated a friend the friendship.
point.
all I need say no more.
Although I'm really mad> \u0026lt;
I find his behavior outrageous! Unbelievable!
And an apology for its part, he does not consider it necessary!
good.
He can put his apology to his hat!
damned crap.
The theater I do not share.
Did not I needed ...
Should he stay but where the pepper grows ... > \u0026lt;
Friday, February 11, 2011
Wedding Gifts For Couples Who Are Living Together
Tattoo & Shopping
I have no reason to reward but actually my eating and breaking spree * cough *, but the tattoo appointment was for some time and I have finished my tattoos until the summer ^ ^ ° And that's why I'm
today went to Marco and I stand let me ^ ^
Instantaneous Tattoo Count: 3 characters on the left forearm, 3 characters on the right forearm, a feather on the left collar bone and a spring on the right upper side of the body (note my username XD) and then now today my star pattern on the left forearm (top) ..
next month (on 09.03.) Clef does my tattoo ^ - ^
And hopefully soon my lip piercing .... once Marco has a new Pierce (hopefully from March)
The characters in the neck and wings on his back then hopefully be ready by the summer ^ ^ °
...
sight passing grade "celebrities" - children and thin models from the catwalk.
Aha.
Well, we know this already shoulders * * shrugs
My mother started today and again that I need ne therapy: I was so obsessed with eating well and always get half a heart attack when I weigh 500g more (actually I get too much, when I 200g have more, but whatever ..)
sky - woe to send me in the loony bin -.-
I would turn off because ... when I think, hey: take 500g a week, otherwise we may not -.- weekend home!
Would not describe it, this is torture .... !
But ok, at which point I'm not even that I really have in therapy.
Apart from that I would not go - that would have compulsory admission are already a> \u0026lt;* head shake *
No matter - I rejoice now .... at my new tattoo (also 5 new Jackets, 1 vest, 2 shorts, 1 pair of shoes and 5 chains ) and you have a nice evening ^ - ^!
LG
your ela ~
I have no reason to reward but actually my eating and breaking spree * cough *, but the tattoo appointment was for some time and I have finished my tattoos until the summer ^ ^ ° And that's why I'm
today went to Marco and I stand let me ^ ^
Instantaneous Tattoo Count: 3 characters on the left forearm, 3 characters on the right forearm, a feather on the left collar bone and a spring on the right upper side of the body (note my username XD) and then now today my star pattern on the left forearm (top) ..
next month (on 09.03.) Clef does my tattoo ^ - ^
And hopefully soon my lip piercing .... once Marco has a new Pierce (hopefully from March)
The characters in the neck and wings on his back then hopefully be ready by the summer ^ ^ °
...
sight passing grade "celebrities" - children and thin models from the catwalk.
Aha.
Well, we know this already shoulders * * shrugs
My mother started today and again that I need ne therapy: I was so obsessed with eating well and always get half a heart attack when I weigh 500g more (actually I get too much, when I 200g have more, but whatever ..)
sky - woe to send me in the loony bin -.-
I would turn off because ... when I think, hey: take 500g a week, otherwise we may not -.- weekend home!
Would not describe it, this is torture .... !
But ok, at which point I'm not even that I really have in therapy.
Apart from that I would not go - that would have compulsory admission are already a> \u0026lt;* head shake *
No matter - I rejoice now .... at my new tattoo (also 5 new Jackets, 1 vest, 2 shorts, 1 pair of shoes and 5 chains ) and you have a nice evening ^ - ^!
LG
your ela ~
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
What Color Of Leggings With With Dress
Kotz ...
...
still sounds great at the spit that I will not throw up - and what is it?
ne dining and drinking half a can of tuna thick cocoa,> auszukotzen just about everything. \u0026lt;
...
I hate my life> \u0026lt;!
...
still sounds great at the spit that I will not throw up - and what is it?
ne dining and drinking half a can of tuna thick cocoa,> auszukotzen just about everything. \u0026lt;
...
I hate my life> \u0026lt;!
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
How Do I Make My Weave Straight
intermediate Geblubber
Blub - as you know, if you read my blog, the last few days have not been so exhilarating.
on Sunday was now Mama's birthday.
I have also eaten.
cake.
shame on my head.
did this I then started on Sunday evening when I was home again, my fast start. The
has diarrhea all night, all night and even into the afternoon on Monday stopped.
people, people. Take no
50g Glauber salt.
you come from faith not get out ..
Well. drunk
any case now since Sunday evening, not eaten and only good.
This will now continue through Friday morning / afternoon.
Since I am the next time my mom. But this time there Gibts
just normal bread, not a binge for celebration.
ggbf So just eat one bread roll and take appropriate counter measures (not puke - Sport!).
Heaven help .. But at least
is fasting good.
Somehow it is easier to eat nothing but to pay attention to calories ..
However, I also like to eat * cough *
We shall see.
As from the day with Mama, I loudly Boot Camp (Sat) 100kcal and then (So) take 50kcal to me.
After fasting, I will also hold on to the Boot Camp. I will
I can not get down through the three days that I've stuck eating and puking on the bowl.
ela ~
Blub - as you know, if you read my blog, the last few days have not been so exhilarating.
on Sunday was now Mama's birthday.
I have also eaten.
cake.
shame on my head.
did this I then started on Sunday evening when I was home again, my fast start. The
has diarrhea all night, all night and even into the afternoon on Monday stopped.
people, people. Take no
50g Glauber salt.
you come from faith not get out ..
Well. drunk
any case now since Sunday evening, not eaten and only good.
This will now continue through Friday morning / afternoon.
Since I am the next time my mom. But this time there Gibts
just normal bread, not a binge for celebration.
ggbf So just eat one bread roll and take appropriate counter measures (not puke - Sport!).
Heaven help .. But at least
is fasting good.
Somehow it is easier to eat nothing but to pay attention to calories ..
However, I also like to eat * cough *
We shall see.
As from the day with Mama, I loudly Boot Camp (Sat) 100kcal and then (So) take 50kcal to me.
After fasting, I will also hold on to the Boot Camp. I will
I can not get down through the three days that I've stuck eating and puking on the bowl.
ela ~
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Futuristic Dune Buggies
2 +2 = 16
I think all who give Test DaF interested in the grading system and whether all add points?? What about the whole situation with points. Since the official website of the claim that exams are blocks.
I told him my situation. Since I have already put several exams and short of forever on one point I went to the department of foreign students and ask questions. Can I enroll in a university if you put a few results TEst DaF. At that, the university asked for some time obdumyvaenie and then I returned a verdict. Specifically, in my Uni welcomes test DCX and best check it to me for further study at university. I repeated my question about the test DAP's what I was told that DAP nuzhet only 16 points.
That such situaiya. And not on any links do not complain. Of course this is purely a particular situation of a separate university. In the other, I think differently, but the fact remains. Already ridiculous, but whatever one may say идти мне на подготовительные курсы ДСХ. Параллельно мне можно учиться 2 семестра в уни и никто меня не трогает. ДСХ хоть сроком на всяю жизнь. Как надеются многие and including myself, passed quietly, learn !))))
I think all who give Test DaF interested in the grading system and whether all add points?? What about the whole situation with points. Since the official website of the claim that exams are blocks.
I told him my situation. Since I have already put several exams and short of forever on one point I went to the department of foreign students and ask questions. Can I enroll in a university if you put a few results TEst DaF. At that, the university asked for some time obdumyvaenie and then I returned a verdict. Specifically, in my Uni welcomes test DCX and best check it to me for further study at university. I repeated my question about the test DAP's what I was told that DAP nuzhet only 16 points.
That such situaiya. And not on any links do not complain. Of course this is purely a particular situation of a separate university. In the other, I think differently, but the fact remains. Already ridiculous, but whatever one may say идти мне на подготовительные курсы ДСХ. Параллельно мне можно учиться 2 семестра в уни и никто меня не трогает. ДСХ хоть сроком на всяю жизнь. Как надеются многие and including myself, passed quietly, learn !))))
Friday, February 4, 2011
Hp Laptop Memory Stick Pro Duo
Boot Camp Day 17 Day 11
Since Tuesday there is no longer good ....
The last three day more than the allowed number of calories came and puked after that and made sport - I'm quite ready ...
Actually, I made my shoulders to not throw up * shrugs *
But then I'm over the allowed amount came and had such a guilty conscience ...
I have (almost) started to work crying because I have since eaten a chocolate bar ... =.=
But that will again > \u0026lt;
change for the entire week I have designed a plan to which I will now keep me enslaved! The
begins at 6 (for ringing alarm clock) and ends the evening by 22 clock!
-6 Clock in the morning - get up alarm clock ringing,
nach 6-quarter clock in the morning - breakfast (depending on the day to keep the food)
clock-6:30 am - go jogging
clock-7:30 am - Showering
-clock shortly before 8 am - from the house on the way to work
-clock in the morning from 9 am to 4:30 pm - Work (if still allowed in the lunch break for a snack)
-clock in the afternoon of 5 to 7 or 8 clock in the evening - the gym (where do I sign up tomorrow ^ - ^)
-clock in the evening from 9 to 9:30 or 10 clock in the evening watching TV or with music or crunches
-ins after the final washing / care bed and sleep
Since Tuesday there is no longer good ....
The last three day more than the allowed number of calories came and puked after that and made sport - I'm quite ready ...
Actually, I made my shoulders to not throw up * shrugs *
But then I'm over the allowed amount came and had such a guilty conscience ...
I have (almost) started to work crying because I have since eaten a chocolate bar ... =.=
But that will again > \u0026lt;
change for the entire week I have designed a plan to which I will now keep me enslaved! The
begins at 6 (for ringing alarm clock) and ends the evening by 22 clock!
-6 Clock in the morning - get up alarm clock ringing,
nach 6-quarter clock in the morning - breakfast (depending on the day to keep the food)
clock-6:30 am - go jogging
clock-7:30 am - Showering
-clock shortly before 8 am - from the house on the way to work
-clock in the morning from 9 am to 4:30 pm - Work (if still allowed in the lunch break for a snack)
-clock in the afternoon of 5 to 7 or 8 clock in the evening - the gym (where do I sign up tomorrow ^ - ^)
-clock in the evening from 9 to 9:30 or 10 clock in the evening watching TV or with music or crunches
-ins after the final washing / care bed and sleep
Muha XD
With this plan, nothing can go wrong! As I get safely to the April (moving) a few kilos back down ^. ~!
Thank God =.=
I hold this constant eating and Gekotze no longer ....
Have a nice day!
your ela ~
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Sailor Moon Motorcycle Helmet
was the night ... terrible .. =.=
I am against just woke up at 3 and I was terribly bad ...
My stomach has been convulsed, the bile rose up to me ... - I know I sometimes vomit on purpose, but if you is really bad attempt, I think any defeat the nausea ...
almost 40min I succeeded ...
My calves have also been convulsed ... My hands and arms were numb and tingly .. and my fingers were stiff and began to claw shape ...
I had the last time I had hyperventilated
At first I was afraid - I thought: You're all alone, if something happens to you now? No, no, no!
almost 40min I have tried both with deep breaths my stomach and the rest of my body rebelling again to take control ...
But then I've been broken but ...
three times choked up. When I
aufgerappelt me and I turned on the light, I saw that it was just water ... clear water ... nothing else.
Like?
belongings out of water a day so nothing put to me ..
So I wiped myself and put back to bed.
Just got up, went to the toilet, weighed (700g less than yesterday) and, strangely, I did my nails.
The weather is fine.
I'm going over soon to my sister - maybe we go to town?
hardly believe myself that has other things to do ..
well even better - otherwise they would probably ask me if we go into the market café (a small ritual) and eating potato wedges with dip.
Would I like to, but I'm not allowed.
150kcal I can today to make me - 84kcal be eaten immediately (an egg).
The other calories I will probably pick up once I'm back from my sister - I do not know if they offer me ggbf what you want, I may even eat the calories count. Otherwise I will
after a little egg cookies . Eat That's ok.
* sigh * Oh well - I'm making my egg ready times and then I'll get smart and moving shoulders to my sister
* shrugs *
Maybe we were yet short drive to the city?
Let's see ...
you now have a nice day!
your ela ~
Friday, January 28, 2011
Start A Travel Tan Business
Boot Camp Boot Camp Boot Camp Day 10
I really do not understand it Oo
morning super proud to have been that one pound was down - and are now back on it _.. And I
have a bite to eat today to put me!
I took 0kcal to me!
only drink water!
...
That can not seriously be anything but water. _. ? A
HALF A KILO?
...
* grumble * Oh well
we wait times down, indicating the scale to me tomorrow ...
morning for breakfast an egg.
Already 85kcal.
150kcal tomorrow I may take me.
I am so against 14 clock at my sister's * gulp *
best I take with me something that covers the rest of the calories ...
Or I just eat anything - stomach corrupted or something ..
Or I eat something with her, where I know it is safe and remains in the allowed amount of calories.
conspicuous probably much less than nothing to eat ^ ^ * sigh *
Man, man, man ...
What occurs to me that Stefan and I decided to go to the gym together ^ - ^
membership € 14.99 per month - that'll be great ^ - ^
But let's face it - are familiar to anyone else?
on even days where I eat nothing I'm really obsessed with food! I eternally long
leaves in cooking and baking books and looks at what has how many calories and fat and in my mind I paint just about anything from it, cause I'll never be able to eat .. or do I seek
frantically for something in the books where I can at least eat half a portion, without going over 200-250kcal and 15g fat Oo ...
me Today I purchased 5 new cookbooks.
of 5.
"Finger Food", "Asian & Rice," "Soups & Stews", "Juicy chicken" and "Fast for everyday life."
totally stupid.
* head shake *
matter.
Well right now I will have some sports ^ ^
take you there!
your ela ~
I really do not understand it Oo
morning super proud to have been that one pound was down - and are now back on it _.. And I
have a bite to eat today to put me!
I took 0kcal to me!
only drink water!
...
That can not seriously be anything but water. _. ? A
HALF A KILO?
...
* grumble * Oh well
we wait times down, indicating the scale to me tomorrow ...
morning for breakfast an egg.
Already 85kcal.
150kcal tomorrow I may take me.
I am so against 14 clock at my sister's * gulp *
best I take with me something that covers the rest of the calories ...
Or I just eat anything - stomach corrupted or something ..
Or I eat something with her, where I know it is safe and remains in the allowed amount of calories.
conspicuous probably much less than nothing to eat ^ ^ * sigh *
Man, man, man ...
What occurs to me that Stefan and I decided to go to the gym together ^ - ^
membership € 14.99 per month - that'll be great ^ - ^
But let's face it - are familiar to anyone else?
on even days where I eat nothing I'm really obsessed with food! I eternally long
leaves in cooking and baking books and looks at what has how many calories and fat and in my mind I paint just about anything from it, cause I'll never be able to eat .. or do I seek
frantically for something in the books where I can at least eat half a portion, without going over 200-250kcal and 15g fat Oo ...
me Today I purchased 5 new cookbooks.
of 5.
"Finger Food", "Asian & Rice," "Soups & Stews", "Juicy chicken" and "Fast for everyday life."
totally stupid.
* head shake *
matter.
Well right now I will have some sports ^ ^
take you there!
your ela ~
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Milena Velba Tetas Gratis
Day 8 + 9
wuah - somehow I can not do it to post daily =.=
shoulders But anyway * shrugs *
But I continue to write my calories in my little pocket calendar and stick to the rules ..
I'm still in the specified amount (that is, a little under it), but I have NOT removed from yesterday to today's TT
God, today I was so depressed so damned evening .....
not dropped!!
I thought it would be at least a few grams again!
But no ....!
Today, a banana, a tangerine, a rice cake and a couple of eggs eaten cookies. How
remained a little below the 500kcal.
Because I'm terrified that it is not tomorrow will be less, I'm still the same nice some sports - jogging, crunches .. it's time ...
must see to it that I make in addition to my calorie plan or plan a sports ...
Would be ridiculous if I have tomorrow and after the weekend no reasonably satisfactory result> \u0026lt;!
By Monday I was going down 4kg already have> \u0026lt;!
Well then I do it at times fresh to work and do my exercises
^ ^ Have a nice evening!
your ela ~
wuah - somehow I can not do it to post daily =.=
shoulders But anyway * shrugs *
But I continue to write my calories in my little pocket calendar and stick to the rules ..
I'm still in the specified amount (that is, a little under it), but I have NOT removed from yesterday to today's TT
God, today I was so depressed so damned evening .....
not dropped!!
I thought it would be at least a few grams again!
But no ....!
Today, a banana, a tangerine, a rice cake and a couple of eggs eaten cookies. How
remained a little below the 500kcal.
Because I'm terrified that it is not tomorrow will be less, I'm still the same nice some sports - jogging, crunches .. it's time ...
must see to it that I make in addition to my calorie plan or plan a sports ...
Would be ridiculous if I have tomorrow and after the weekend no reasonably satisfactory result> \u0026lt;!
By Monday I was going down 4kg already have> \u0026lt;!
Well then I do it at times fresh to work and do my exercises
^ ^ Have a nice evening!
your ela ~
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Lose Weight Using Cybex Arc Trainer
Boot Camp Day 6 + 7
me, following my crash yesterday and only pulled together 5 biscuits eaten (200kcal)
software today is a small banana, a small apple and 8 eggs cookies (total 277kcal)
According to the plan tomorrow I may take up to 400 kcal to me ...
Is not it funny that a lot of everything from 400 kcal suddenly appears?
are between 2200 and 2500kcal day normal or healthy ..
And our one eats between 0 and 500kcal ... maybe ... day's form ...
I am already on all the time think about what I eat could / should ......
I think I'll eat tomorrow oatmeal with milk and a few raisins for breakfast (the Worst first - 127.3 kcal), lunch at work a yogurt diet (121kcal) and throughout the day, 7 eggs biscuits (133kcal) ... that makes the day all ... 381.3 kcal ...
This sounds a lot ....
But is it not ... and place the eggs have really nothing .... only 19kcal per piece ... and only 0.1 grams of fat ....
Ggbf only 5 or 6 cookies?
Or none?
But I've even got extra because they have so little and then I was "nibbling" can .... * Sigh *
I have it ...
I eat no eggs cookies tomorrow.
Morning: 25g oats + 10g Sultanas 25ml + lactose-free low-fat milk = 127.3 kcal
Afternoon: 1 diet yogurt = 121kcal
Evening: 100g Silesian Happen cucumber slices = 29kcal
And then tomorrow, if I may take up to 500kcal to me, I eat ü ; over the day, sipping my alphabet soup (250 ml = 92.5 kcal, 500ml = 185kcal) and a few eggs besides cookies snack .... Will probably not come as
eh on 500kcal ... and the next day is always fasted
Ui ^ ^
That means that I will be down again after the weekend have a lot of weight * * happy!
Let's see how much do I on Tuesday after two weeks of boot camp weighing *-*!
Have already-despite vomited FA a bit more than 2kg down! ^____^
God, how happy I am!
After boot camp I am finally a bit slimmer!
And then it's not long until my dream body / my desired weight ^ - ^!
Have me yesterday what indulged and bought a new skin care products ... ^ ^
new shampoo, a conditioner, a nail varnish, a new body lotion, scrub, a new toothpaste (lol) and ... what to bleech teeth .. ^ ^ °
My teeth are not yellow, but I want such a super shine white Toothpaste smile XD!
* happy * * hop
go right into the shower and still spend time on my personal care ...
wishes you a nice evening!
LG
your ela ~
me, following my crash yesterday and only pulled together 5 biscuits eaten (200kcal)
software today is a small banana, a small apple and 8 eggs cookies (total 277kcal)
According to the plan tomorrow I may take up to 400 kcal to me ...
Is not it funny that a lot of everything from 400 kcal suddenly appears?
are between 2200 and 2500kcal day normal or healthy ..
And our one eats between 0 and 500kcal ... maybe ... day's form ...
I am already on all the time think about what I eat could / should ......
I think I'll eat tomorrow oatmeal with milk and a few raisins for breakfast (the Worst first - 127.3 kcal), lunch at work a yogurt diet (121kcal) and throughout the day, 7 eggs biscuits (133kcal) ... that makes the day all ... 381.3 kcal ...
This sounds a lot ....
But is it not ... and place the eggs have really nothing .... only 19kcal per piece ... and only 0.1 grams of fat ....
Ggbf only 5 or 6 cookies?
Or none?
But I've even got extra because they have so little and then I was "nibbling" can .... * Sigh *
I have it ...
I eat no eggs cookies tomorrow.
Morning: 25g oats + 10g Sultanas 25ml + lactose-free low-fat milk = 127.3 kcal
Afternoon: 1 diet yogurt = 121kcal
Evening: 100g Silesian Happen cucumber slices = 29kcal
And then tomorrow, if I may take up to 500kcal to me, I eat ü ; over the day, sipping my alphabet soup (250 ml = 92.5 kcal, 500ml = 185kcal) and a few eggs besides cookies snack .... Will probably not come as
eh on 500kcal ... and the next day is always fasted
Ui ^ ^
That means that I will be down again after the weekend have a lot of weight * * happy!
Let's see how much do I on Tuesday after two weeks of boot camp weighing *-*!
Have already-despite vomited FA a bit more than 2kg down! ^____^
God, how happy I am!
After boot camp I am finally a bit slimmer!
And then it's not long until my dream body / my desired weight ^ - ^!
Have me yesterday what indulged and bought a new skin care products ... ^ ^
new shampoo, a conditioner, a nail varnish, a new body lotion, scrub, a new toothpaste (lol) and ... what to bleech teeth .. ^ ^ °
My teeth are not yellow, but I want such a super shine white Toothpaste smile XD!
* happy * * hop
go right into the shower and still spend time on my personal care ...
wishes you a nice evening!
LG
your ela ~
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Top Javtalk Replacement
crash ...
I can not believe it ...
The whole day went well - I was not hungry, I've cleaned up cleaned /, I was nice to swim and I've kept ... It all went beautifully simple ...
And then such a crash ...
I can not grasp simple .... I .... Eat chocolate bars!
I could ... I am ... I just want to scream the wall and beat freak!
HOW I COULD ONLY!??
I hate, hate, hate me! I
stupid cow! I am greedy, fat pig!
the crap I've been sick again ....
After looong time to eat again broken ...
It was so easy, so I never stopped ..... size:
I have a stomach ache ... and sore throat ... do my eyes blow ... but above all my heart ... my ego ....
I am extremely disappointed by me ...
I will stay awake very long one indeed - or not even sleep better and go do all the night, nor exercises .... punish me .... nasty burn calories .... I may not rise again! I can not! I can not!!
I WILL NOT STAY FAT!!
NO, NO, NO!
God, help ..... please .... * Sob *.... I finally want to be slim ... slim and beautiful ... please ...
I can not believe it ...
The whole day went well - I was not hungry, I've cleaned up cleaned /, I was nice to swim and I've kept ... It all went beautifully simple ...
And then such a crash ...
I can not grasp simple .... I .... Eat chocolate bars!
I could ... I am ... I just want to scream the wall and beat freak!
HOW I COULD ONLY!??
I hate, hate, hate me! I
stupid cow! I am greedy, fat pig!
the crap I've been sick again ....
After looong time to eat again broken ...
It was so easy, so I never stopped ..... size:
I have a stomach ache ... and sore throat ... do my eyes blow ... but above all my heart ... my ego ....
I am extremely disappointed by me ...
I will stay awake very long one indeed - or not even sleep better and go do all the night, nor exercises .... punish me .... nasty burn calories .... I may not rise again! I can not! I can not!!
I WILL NOT STAY FAT!!
NO, NO, NO!
God, help ..... please .... * Sob *.... I finally want to be slim ... slim and beautiful ... please ...
Sims 2 Seasons Without No Cd
^ __ ^
Waiii XD
grad Come out of the bathtub - nicely moisturised and nails done then ... ^ - ^
You feel like it ^____^ muuuch better!
Looking forward forward to tomorrow - like soo happy shopping tomorrow!
And I even have a few calories over, may I eat today .... * Think *
And I feel like .... on crunches or jogging ...
... and after bathing
=.= But anyway - might do is like a little sport or be creative, so I've now done something ^ ^
housecleaning now officially completed ^ - ^
* good * mood has
Anything I do now ...
all of you also have a nice day!
your ela ~
Waiii XD
grad Come out of the bathtub - nicely moisturised and nails done then ... ^ - ^
You feel like it ^____^ muuuch better!
Looking forward forward to tomorrow - like soo happy shopping tomorrow!
And I even have a few calories over, may I eat today .... * Think *
And I feel like .... on crunches or jogging ...
... and after bathing
=.= But anyway - might do is like a little sport or be creative, so I've now done something ^ ^
housecleaning now officially completed ^ - ^
* good * mood has
Anything I do now ...
all of you also have a nice day!
your ela ~
Alicia Rhodes My Space
Boot Camp Day 5 Day 4
läufts amazingly well so far ...
It is almost 12 clock and I feel right now not hungry ^ ^
I think the day is now quite well. Would
after lunch (an apple), a relaxing bath and some time for adequate care and pampering take ^ - ^ * happy * Have also
total pleasure to work tomorrow (if my account allows it) to make time to Schlecker and / or go dm-care products and a shopping .... A new
Body Lotion ... ne conditioner ... new toothpaste & silk ... New shampoo ... Make-Up ... Nail Polish / Härtner ...
Have I fully stand on it XDD!
tomorrow Will I make sure times ^ - ^ * *
hop in perhaps two to three months (?) When my hair a bit longer, I want to bleach it again ....
and I will do something against my pale, bad skin ...
In the summer I will not recognize> \u0026lt;! * * Chakka
Hab grad read that one should have after the end of the boot camps for an expected weight loss of up to 12kg Oo!
Would be amazing!
would I then finally at my desired 40kg TT
...
My God, let it be because of me 42-44kg, but that would TT.TT so beautiful!
...
God ....
This year I will finally be nice ...
nice slim and ...
your ela ~
läufts amazingly well so far ...
It is almost 12 clock and I feel right now not hungry ^ ^
I think the day is now quite well. Would
after lunch (an apple), a relaxing bath and some time for adequate care and pampering take ^ - ^ * happy * Have also
total pleasure to work tomorrow (if my account allows it) to make time to Schlecker and / or go dm-care products and a shopping .... A new
Body Lotion ... ne conditioner ... new toothpaste & silk ... New shampoo ... Make-Up ... Nail Polish / Härtner ...
Have I fully stand on it XDD!
tomorrow Will I make sure times ^ - ^ * *
hop in perhaps two to three months (?) When my hair a bit longer, I want to bleach it again ....
and I will do something against my pale, bad skin ...
In the summer I will not recognize> \u0026lt;! * * Chakka
Hab grad read that one should have after the end of the boot camps for an expected weight loss of up to 12kg Oo!
Would be amazing!
would I then finally at my desired 40kg TT
...
My God, let it be because of me 42-44kg, but that would TT.TT so beautiful!
...
God ....
This year I will finally be nice ...
nice slim and ...
your ela ~
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Brazilian Engagement Decorations
Day 4 survived ^ ^
were now allowed 400 kcal and 388.3 kcal I have taken to me ^. ~
My books arrived today, unfortunately, not yet ... * Shame *
So I will again read one of the other books ^ ^ °
Now do I just "No more fat" * shrugs shoulders * - let's see what is coming so ...
wuah - every second German is overweight!
And one in five is aks morbidly obese! @. .... @ Goooooott ... * Wailing *
But the idea is cruel!
How can you be? Why?
Good food well and good - but in moderation and not in masses!
...
God, there are people who can not touch it anymore because of their weight .... ! * Crisis * gets
Whoa ..
Whether self-creating, the item to see an end XDD!
age managers ...
No matter what you do today is made even more so: Good luck!
moment I have the urge to throw up =.= ..
Have a nice evening!
LG
your ela ~
Friday, January 21, 2011
Separate Reception Held At A Later Date
Boot Camp Boot Camp Day 3 Day 2
lo and behold, but I've actually done it myself on the calorie exactly conform to the time set Oo! Just today
300kcal taken me ^ ^!
morning it may be 400 kcal ...
Get me work out my plan again - good work ^ - ^
right is tricky on Sunday ..
Ironically on the day where I do not work, can I just take my 100kcal ... must occupy me as much sense otherwise, or divert> \u0026lt;
AAAAB I think there already is something else ^ ^
Apartment Cleans is not quite finished yet - I will do well.
and writing.
And ggbf get my books tomorrow already - are gone this afternoon in the shipping, according to Amazon - which I can read it.
Have three new books ordered.
that had otherwise been "Air Diary" and "Angels have no appetite" to stand here and read.
Have now "Jean Size 0", "Alice in hunger Land" and "Then I'm just gone," ordered - which I will then lead me to heart, if that should arrive tomorrow.
And if not, I will simply read again Sunday, the two others if I feel the urge to eat> \u0026lt;
I created the 100kcal!
lo and behold, but I've actually done it myself on the calorie exactly conform to the time set Oo! Just today
300kcal taken me ^ ^!
morning it may be 400 kcal ...
Get me work out my plan again - good work ^ - ^
right is tricky on Sunday ..
Ironically on the day where I do not work, can I just take my 100kcal ... must occupy me as much sense otherwise, or divert> \u0026lt;
AAAAB I think there already is something else ^ ^
Apartment Cleans is not quite finished yet - I will do well.
and writing.
And ggbf get my books tomorrow already - are gone this afternoon in the shipping, according to Amazon - which I can read it.
Have three new books ordered.
that had otherwise been "Air Diary" and "Angels have no appetite" to stand here and read.
Have now "Jean Size 0", "Alice in hunger Land" and "Then I'm just gone," ordered - which I will then lead me to heart, if that should arrive tomorrow.
And if not, I will simply read again Sunday, the two others if I feel the urge to eat> \u0026lt;
I created the 100kcal!
LG
your ela ~
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Eczemaredness Reduce Face
second day.
Phew .... do not ask me ... 500kcal are a lot @.
@ I'm scared to put me on the scales ...
495kcal have taken to me. Nevertheless, too much ...
morning, according to the plan I have to take my 300kcal.
already planned what I eat, so that fits.
-> two slices of dry toast for breakfast, then a diet yogurt bring to the work + 3 Minizweibäcke and evening the rest of the red cabbage.
Here I am then see even under my allowed 300kcal ^ ^
time how I feel tomorrow ...
feel the moment I am fat and bloated ... was still a little jog ... here we go a bit better ...
* sigh *
Hope the day is tomorrow, not too shit .. ^ ^ °
good evening!
LG
your ela ~
Brent Corrigan Everett Crush
Boot Camp Boot Camp Day 1 + 2
So - but then I've opted for the boot camp and not for fasting.
fasting would Although effectively been faster, but the boot camp can make it longer and require more control ^ ^
Yesterday Day 1 went well Oo
easier than I thought ...
But ok, those were also 500kcal! - More than usually so I sometimes take with me ^ ^ °
Have taken it to me yesterday 489.5 kcal (331.5 of which alone was the Müllermilch kcal Xx).
Today again 500kcal. So far
50g rolled oats (171kcal) + 50 ml lactose-free, low-fat UHT milk (24kcal) + a dry piece of toast (calculated 14kcal per disc).
Bin So now, after breakfast at 209kcal and 291kcal may therefore still to take me ^ - ^
I thought after I make something delicious red cabbage * *
100g red cabbage only 25kcal!
Boot Camp is great ... eat
The principle that popular, but it is to stick to the kcal requirement is awesome ^ ^
less brilliant that I may take Mama's birthday, according to the plan only 100kcal to me oo - that is the horror!
How should I take on Mama birthday just so little to me?
is the next day fasted, but I would like to keep the plan> \u0026lt;!
Let's see what is there to eat on the day with her - if necessary I'll take with me and what their Gaukel before, I have the Stomach rotten and would not eat cake or other sweet .... and what I pack for the days after one, where again I may a bit more ^ ^ °
same is true for a few days after ...
Here I am again with my mother (because I stand as a new tattoo leave) and I must accept the plan, 150kcal to me XD
the full Verarsche - of all the days ^ ^ ° ° ...
But I get the point somehow * Chakka! *
exception of the two days so far I see no difficulty in the Boot Camp ...
Will see if I now go jogging again regularly and by the way my stomach again-off-doing exercises> \u0026lt;!
Within two weeks you can see wonderful results *-*!
So until then!
LG
your ela ~
So - but then I've opted for the boot camp and not for fasting.
fasting would Although effectively been faster, but the boot camp can make it longer and require more control ^ ^
Yesterday Day 1 went well Oo
easier than I thought ...
But ok, those were also 500kcal! - More than usually so I sometimes take with me ^ ^ °
Have taken it to me yesterday 489.5 kcal (331.5 of which alone was the Müllermilch kcal Xx).
Today again 500kcal. So far
50g rolled oats (171kcal) + 50 ml lactose-free, low-fat UHT milk (24kcal) + a dry piece of toast (calculated 14kcal per disc).
Bin So now, after breakfast at 209kcal and 291kcal may therefore still to take me ^ - ^
I thought after I make something delicious red cabbage * *
100g red cabbage only 25kcal!
Boot Camp is great ... eat
The principle that popular, but it is to stick to the kcal requirement is awesome ^ ^
less brilliant that I may take Mama's birthday, according to the plan only 100kcal to me oo - that is the horror!
How should I take on Mama birthday just so little to me?
is the next day fasted, but I would like to keep the plan> \u0026lt;!
Let's see what is there to eat on the day with her - if necessary I'll take with me and what their Gaukel before, I have the Stomach rotten and would not eat cake or other sweet .... and what I pack for the days after one, where again I may a bit more ^ ^ °
same is true for a few days after ...
Here I am again with my mother (because I stand as a new tattoo leave) and I must accept the plan, 150kcal to me XD
the full Verarsche - of all the days ^ ^ ° ° ...
But I get the point somehow * Chakka! *
exception of the two days so far I see no difficulty in the Boot Camp ...
Will see if I now go jogging again regularly and by the way my stomach again-off-doing exercises> \u0026lt;!
Within two weeks you can see wonderful results *-*!
So until then!
LG
your ela ~
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Do Buggys Have Transmissions
continues ...
I'm going straight back to me connect even in the ass and again to do more and eat less - I thought I read again a record ...
Where I have written every day, I was' much more motivated and disciplined>!
So again ran every day and write good a record.
morning writing two dry toast, eggs to work a few cookies and now only just peas and carrots (a warm meal that fills you up and not even bringing together 100kcal).
I was already thinking on whether I even tomorrow, ANA-Boot Camp go through. Or simply could
on Thursday Fast start making my faith freely and has since * *
However, I said the boot camp to the moment more.
I think I've just been fasting too much and so little time -> Glauber's salt does not work for me anymore with the desired effect. Ggbf must therefore increase the dose of 30g to 40g ... * Think *
But then just now but the boot camp and then (last day is so fast anyway) once again fast.
It may be that the body is then recovered from the many Glauber ^ ^ °?
would be desirable ...
Well, I will think the same times for tomorrow and create the next 50 (and more) days a precise Boot Camp-eating plan.
No matter what you do today ggbf still're planning: a lot of luck!
let it get you!
your ela ~
I'm going straight back to me connect even in the ass and again to do more and eat less - I thought I read again a record ...
Where I have written every day, I was' much more motivated and disciplined>!
So again ran every day and write good a record.
morning writing two dry toast, eggs to work a few cookies and now only just peas and carrots (a warm meal that fills you up and not even bringing together 100kcal).
I was already thinking on whether I even tomorrow, ANA-Boot Camp go through. Or simply could
on Thursday Fast start making my faith freely and has since * *
However, I said the boot camp to the moment more.
I think I've just been fasting too much and so little time -> Glauber's salt does not work for me anymore with the desired effect. Ggbf must therefore increase the dose of 30g to 40g ... * Think *
But then just now but the boot camp and then (last day is so fast anyway) once again fast.
It may be that the body is then recovered from the many Glauber ^ ^ °?
would be desirable ...
Well, I will think the same times for tomorrow and create the next 50 (and more) days a precise Boot Camp-eating plan.
No matter what you do today ggbf still're planning: a lot of luck!
let it get you!
your ela ~
Monday, January 17, 2011
Does Notense Help You Sleep
Long time ago ...
I know it's a long time since I wrote my last entry ...
I had / have now very much going
I hate myself again just so beautiful
morning I come to little more time from the bed, because I can not be bothered ...
If I could, I would lie in bed all day stay
I realize that I am depressed again ...
I stand by it that I'm eating disorder
I stand by it that I would most like to wear size XXS
I stand by it that I feel like the fattest pig on the planet
And you know what? I WANT IT SO
!
But then again when the time comes where I simply would just like crying in bed - Eat nothing, see nothing, hear nothing - just silence and the big nothing - I'm beginning to think again ...
And everyone knows that thinking - this eternal thinking circles - the biggest enemy is ...
Then she speaks with you again ....
ANA .... our friend ... our enemy ... our beloved .... our addiction ... our fate
your words are but a whisper, but you think she screams at you - just why? Why did you become so fat again? You ate a slice of toast today? Are you crazy? Have you forgotten how beautiful thin were you? How much have you lost? No! Put the apple away! You can not eat anything today! And you the rest of the week will go hungry! Why the hell are you eating again?! You ruin everything!
I hate them ... I love her ...
Whether you good or bad, ANA is always there - but her words are so full of love as cruel
you is your alter ego ... the other side of the coin, the opposite of what you show the others ... brutally honest, relentless, relentless, uncompromising, dominant, brutal ...
you forces you to to run on and on, even though you feel your feet bleed and fall same from you ... it forces you to do with an empty stomach before your favorite food to sit and nothing to touch ... it forces you to his knees before the toilet when you should have dared to eat something ...
But you need ... your sister ... the only one who is honest with you and understands you
ANA ... Please do not leave me in my moment of weakness and help me continue on my way to perfection!
... But
ANA does not leave you.
ANA is always there.
you will stay with you - whether you like it or not ...
I know it's a long time since I wrote my last entry ...
I had / have now very much going
I hate myself again just so beautiful
morning I come to little more time from the bed, because I can not be bothered ...
If I could, I would lie in bed all day stay
I realize that I am depressed again ...
I stand by it that I'm eating disorder
I stand by it that I would most like to wear size XXS
I stand by it that I feel like the fattest pig on the planet
And you know what? I WANT IT SO
!
But then again when the time comes where I simply would just like crying in bed - Eat nothing, see nothing, hear nothing - just silence and the big nothing - I'm beginning to think again ...
And everyone knows that thinking - this eternal thinking circles - the biggest enemy is ...
Then she speaks with you again ....
ANA .... our friend ... our enemy ... our beloved .... our addiction ... our fate
your words are but a whisper, but you think she screams at you - just why? Why did you become so fat again? You ate a slice of toast today? Are you crazy? Have you forgotten how beautiful thin were you? How much have you lost? No! Put the apple away! You can not eat anything today! And you the rest of the week will go hungry! Why the hell are you eating again?! You ruin everything!
I hate them ... I love her ...
Whether you good or bad, ANA is always there - but her words are so full of love as cruel
you is your alter ego ... the other side of the coin, the opposite of what you show the others ... brutally honest, relentless, relentless, uncompromising, dominant, brutal ...
you forces you to to run on and on, even though you feel your feet bleed and fall same from you ... it forces you to do with an empty stomach before your favorite food to sit and nothing to touch ... it forces you to his knees before the toilet when you should have dared to eat something ...
But you need ... your sister ... the only one who is honest with you and understands you
ANA ... Please do not leave me in my moment of weakness and help me continue on my way to perfection!
... But
ANA does not leave you.
ANA is always there.
you will stay with you - whether you like it or not ...
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