thoughts
emptiness ...
deep in IMMR the despair .. Blank in the head and yet full of ideas to a mill around not comprehend ...
emptiness ...
familiar, life-gray stupid outwardly friendly and happy, deep inner despair, depressed, and terribly drained from life ...
emptiness ....
meaning seeking, senselessness alive, so thinking it is all but meaningless, useless or senseless ..... sensuality miss ... seeking meaningful in life, emptiness findent ...
emptiness ...
up in the morning, empty, erlebnd the day, sometimes more or less uneventful and mostly sad .... know what's missing in life everyday ...
night go to bed lonely ...
