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Hmmm I do not think it with me is because I found "the" people still do not have or lost (look also diary) ..
no, I think it's just part of my life experience, but I will not say she was just schelcht, there are / were wonderful moments and I am grateful and have fond memories turn, or because, even if it sometimes still painful .
Well I'm always afraid to love People hurting, overwhelming them, daovn when I tell them how I feel, why it is so to me. I'm afraid, against which you are too good for me. I have not soweiso deserves.
I have learned not to react to positive emotional inspirations ... I'm in a learning phase, I learn a psotiven Ausschalg in my life to live, to experience ... to show it ... I have to learn a lot and most importantly, I share with emotionally, especially if it really captured me deeply emotional. I can say to a man who means nothing to me, what I think, both as a negative psotiv auhc, m but a man bdeuet me something that I like. That reminds me of the very difficult, even after years of acquaintance ... I prefer zzurück, I just do not want anyone bothering wiel so I done differently, think differently, and above all experience many different looks that way. me!



hmm just now not written by PM!

It makes you think ... Do not think the mistakes I make, I need to solcht not good conversation. No thoughtful, as I am what I am ....
Why am I so ...

The why is easier to explain. than why ...

I have studied many psyches .. learned much in this stuidert Themaktik ... just to know exactly why most people do exactly that and not just other things ... but with me this is in turn extremely difficult sometimes ...

good that I'm not gerworden Psychiarter .... I can explain

waru, I act, welceh reasons there are in addition ... DECLARE all with logic why. why and how ... not only with me also recognize the logic in my failed undas cih'm too emotional ... and yet my knowledge stops with me on ...

I know everything ... I only wieß not know why, and why can not stop iuch!

confidence in all just not in me ...

The world around me is not dark ... I just close my eyes and experience it so ....

hard around me people like me, so I find that the z say, and I close my eyes and tell me it can not be true ...

ic'm not used to that one likes me, they love me see more than once!

not think it is einfahc to write ....

Ivch you like, I do not see, I trust you, I do not show it, you

her away from me, uid, it is my fault, I do not wiel can show me what to euich lieght ....

I will not hurt, especially not you, not you daysleeper, not you coma, not you shelly, not the Tobi, you genius, you do not Vipers_Slave, not you, Luisa, not you .... Not all of you ...

I've hurt himself in order not to violate gauge to myself not to hurt ...

paradoxical as it seems ...


Forgive me my weakness, I allowed to verbalize ...