Saturday, 04/06/2005
Now it no matter how you call it, it's just thinking, foremen on.
The problem is that I at least here where I live for grad time, again and again and always get more the crisis ...
The depression are there for the night will always and always strärker, the desire to go always present, but never as strong as at night .....
I try to fight it, because I see just fine too, as can druaßen in the world that I hardly understand, which runs past me, without me have some.
But this struggle, this is mostly played inside costs as much power, and I do not know, honestly do not know how long it has for so little effort ....
I mean, when I'm at work when I'm not here, not in this house, not in this room, not in the area have these people, it is often very good to me. I love my job. There I am relaxed, there I am glad there ihc am indeed a little bit happy, but just the thought of driving home having to be home, let me fall again totally deep ... and fall ....
I am relaxed when I'm at work when I work, and I feel as clearly better than at home ...
But long story short .... sometimes yes sometimes I really want to live forever, and I SGAE repeatedly trying, piece by piece, day by day ... no matter how hard it is ......
* sigh * Hardly
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