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Friday

with the gun in the face ...

as you choose?

the neurotic .....

the depressed: endlöich shooting, will always fail
the hysterical: I'm always shooting to the jittery
Schizoid: you want me So do not take excessive
the obsessional neurotic: though it be true, so by shooting ncht .. ..


does what the psychotic ... ?

forgets the ball ... do you fear for the man who shoots at you ....

Is man wirklcih present, the shooting at me?

I am immortal, no matter how real the ball ....


And the BPD jumps back and forth because ... may determine not !


Well what I am, what are you? ..

onboard speaker? ligend would be so close, but rather psychotic ....

for anxiety (neurotic) cover me, but the wishes of the end ...

what is with you, with you ?..... SO

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school has started again ...

nice themes, urination, defecation: D, catheter place to place Soni Deren and stomach tubes: D

the practical daily help of puppets, even more interesting;)

But now, yes I am totally frh which the holiday is over, you has to do what wiueder, one is required

The heat is me ... neither in school nor at home I can Kruze Things have ... in school simply not clear, because something is bad for reviews, see if it scars etc ..

at home, I do not do this favor for my parents ...

It makes the thought, I'm worn, the family can carry me, would not deny or better ... The thoughts that I've noticed, there are actually related to anything I know and wording of my "mother", "Is better this way" ...

It ignores me .... Parasite was a clear word ....

I do not take part in family life, family life, which I think to myself then ....

Sure, I'll sit down with them nciht, not really talking with them, except phrases, who would always do. I hate to have contact under pressure, I need my freedom, I must not be forced, otherwise I withdraw even more.

I need now and my loneliness, my retreat versthen, but they are not doing it.

My life is not interesting, it's not exciting, not as exciting as it is something new every day ...


morning school, thank God ....


... thoughts on the night ?.....

darkness are protective, while deep fears that are aroused ...


...-= good night =-...

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intoxicating,
you look at me, I'll try
is to get up again, but
your power too great.


I know
you only want one thing,

redemption of feelings of pressure is in me.

That makes me bleed.

sehst Challenging you before me,
I look at you,
it is necessary to
we do the same?

Release me from the pain I think
I wish
can you give me that,
you understand my pain?

You make me bleed.

Can you comfort me?
include me in your arms?
The pain?
promise thou to me?

sells pain pain
sensual, emotional,
than that out there,
all just an illusion That makes me bleed

.

You are a different world,
you understand me,
me endure,
catch me with your claws.

Oh knife,
what a friend I found in you?
You destroy me
and save me from this world at the same time.

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Saturday, 04/06/2005

Now it no matter how you call it, it's just thinking, foremen on.

The problem is that I at least here where I live for grad time, again and again and always get more the crisis ...

The depression are there for the night will always and always strärker, the desire to go always present, but never as strong as at night .....

I try to fight it, because I see just fine too, as can druaßen in the world that I hardly understand, which runs past me, without me have some.

But this struggle, this is mostly played inside costs as much power, and I do not know, honestly do not know how long it has for so little effort ....

I mean, when I'm at work when I'm not here, not in this house, not in this room, not in the area have these people, it is often very good to me. I love my job. There I am relaxed, there I am glad there ihc am indeed a little bit happy, but just the thought of driving home having to be home, let me fall again totally deep ... and fall ....


I am relaxed when I'm at work when I work, and I feel as clearly better than at home ...


But long story short .... sometimes yes sometimes I really want to live forever, and I SGAE repeatedly trying, piece by piece, day by day ... no matter how hard it is ......

* sigh * Hardly

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holiday downhill already gehtz .... Deep down ... constantly at home ... only Sletnes away .... I remember this life on the head ....


... I want to get off ....

Evaluates please my behavior, as Able Hung your company, that company, of your life ...


holiday can be so beautiful ... eifnahc can Chalfen ... ausschalfen .. without SVV without this life, it would certainly be relaxing ....


you fuck ... Fuck you fucking life ... I do not want you living ertragn not ... do not understand ...

no matter how much logic you also bring, I do not want you not, this life ....

Do you know how it is, just have to ... Kopfschmzeren, constantly under stress .... Always trust the fear in the neck ...., difficult to .... The pain in the body, mind ... in us ....

nciht I want, fuck you, fucking life ... destroy you, but please do not continue to me .... I can do quite well themselves ...

What do what you want from me? ... I will cope, its alright, deceive, what is going on in me? ... asking you ?.....

and what if I just do not have the strength to do?

Fuck you ....

I can not and will not .....

The desire for death, save the ...
I release myself from the world, I
deliver the world from me ... I
redeeming all of you from me ....

it is more and more ....