moon group @ 2005-04-27T00: 34 : 00
Sometimes everything goes further in Wonderland, where everything good from
EGHT ...
in mind storm .... experiencing stories, or just a Traumm .... Was it love, what is reality, what is just wish and what you give back to me? ... What
wirklcih do you want me to know? Want wirklcih deep into my soul, recognize faces what abysses this man? .. Do you want to do that to you wirklcih, this horror, get in personae ... Want to know the pain you corners, the corners of Leidesn, the people with fear, with hatred, with doubt, with desires, with deep cuts in soul and body?
Want to know the people behind the facade lenern? The people with the facets, with the fear .... how to make the ien little boy's eyes when ihc see nothing, it is not there? With a man who does not know where he wants, but knows he can not stay here iwll ?......
Want it all Know, will you accompany it? Think about it .... you maturely you can still get away .... can not you just say no ...
I would do it
die I'm not afraid of
as long as you are with me ....
desires .... To end, u erlecihtern your torment to myself .. Destroying the Wual in me diee image, for these memories, de genes that are in me, the jenr "producer" vrmachte me .... to destroy any of this family ...
find peace ...
But I'm not alone, because you're there .... any words ... friendly, loving, m so unexpected and not really vestädnlich .. you bring me yet .....,... they lead to life ...
pssssssssss * * it does not say more .... thanks ....
everything will go over now.
fürndie Nothing is forever, everything wiurd pass and I will have the luck to pass ...
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Satin Covered Buttons
moon group @ 2005-04-26T11: 08:00
....
Swiss generated words apply, often sickle-rich deeper than 100 words, 100 sets all around, more than 10 .... hotkey press!
I'm confused, I'm funny on it, somehow,
And then you have to run and work the same ... cih
I can not wait, if I can work in the psychiatric ... ih believe that then keep me right there: D * g * naja right to go there quite well ...
naja was the night as far as I GLAB quite OK, except for the post up there * think * anyway ... oh well who cares .... It was like
....
Swiss generated words apply, often sickle-rich deeper than 100 words, 100 sets all around, more than 10 .... hotkey press!
I'm confused, I'm funny on it, somehow,
And then you have to run and work the same ... cih
I can not wait, if I can work in the psychiatric ... ih believe that then keep me right there: D * g * naja right to go there quite well ...
naja was the night as far as I GLAB quite OK, except for the post up there * think * anyway ... oh well who cares .... It was like
Monday, April 25, 2005
What Is Mihoreal Name
moon group @ 2005-04-26T01: 18:00
disabi salvation ...
I have as long as it gesxchafft not make ...
wars again today so far, and feel
cih me scheklcht in Gegnteil, I feel a little better facilitates ...
The cuts are deep RALS thought but they were liberating ... I hope to be able to delay the cuts eifnach ever hinasuzu ...
The day was exhausting .. somehow lonely, have actually worked nu alein without guidance on what eiegntlich not perfume ...
.. really but somehow they always work alone lassn me: \\ ...
This world is sick ...
no ...
not this world
We tef people are sick, sick ... and destroy us in our own Arrogfanz for health .... Tues
disabi salvation ...
I have as long as it gesxchafft not make ...
wars again today so far, and feel
cih me scheklcht in Gegnteil, I feel a little better facilitates ...
The cuts are deep RALS thought but they were liberating ... I hope to be able to delay the cuts eifnach ever hinasuzu ...
The day was exhausting .. somehow lonely, have actually worked nu alein without guidance on what eiegntlich not perfume ...
.. really but somehow they always work alone lassn me: \\ ...
This world is sick ...
no ...
not this world
We tef people are sick, sick ... and destroy us in our own Arrogfanz for health .... Tues
Saturday, April 23, 2005
All I Want For Christmas Is You Kates Playground
moon group @ 2005-04-23T14: 30:00
stupid stupid, it's the weekend I had so much to do, can rouse me but nothing to buy, would have, would have to wash, cook would make would have to clean ...
alone lacks the verve.
degree in old things, revel in ancient music, thought I'd get out the old CD's and Bravo Hits dug out my folder: D It's almost embarrassing what we heard earlier as good or even found good: D
Ace of Base - The Sign
Fanta 4-4 win
jaja because it is melancholy. I realize now how old I am but, those songs do not already know many, they are either too young or just what they missed. I need to find that I strongly discourage going to the 30, and I inwardly amnchmla still like a child feel more like a child, a teenager but not like an adult should make the already slow time planning for his future, should also think about family and stuff ...
Sigh ...
You grow old ... 10 years ago the world looked rosy udn lay at our feet and now we have our vegetables can steal the world, from the dinky little young to consist only of face pimples : D
Real McCoy - threw said automaticloveletter
exaggerate 10 years ago we were out of the disco because we were too young and now you ask us to pick which child we really want.
Somehow the world has changed and I feel I am still where I was 10 years ago ... Where I think I was always .... Have I developed or was eifnach just too slow for this world.
No matter how the world turns, it seems to me, I just do not get behind. Yesterday, in step with everything, and today I have the feeling miles away world, and each step seems to be a step that is useless ... Or have
I changed so that the world no longer fits me? I thought of my in Menen experiences, my feelings are no longer fit in here?
I wanted but will never be older than 18 years, I have to shrink to find that I have not achieved that goal, and today zwangig with center manhcmla me more than ever wish that it would be sooner a point where the I leave this world, and I hope no one is crying for me. A depressive
something melancholy and uncertain sitting here ... With self-doubt and questions, which no one can bentworten ... cih not even myself for myself ....
.... Keep the
World, I want to get off .....
....
the rest is silence
stupid stupid, it's the weekend I had so much to do, can rouse me but nothing to buy, would have, would have to wash, cook would make would have to clean ...
alone lacks the verve.
degree in old things, revel in ancient music, thought I'd get out the old CD's and Bravo Hits dug out my folder: D It's almost embarrassing what we heard earlier as good or even found good: D
Ace of Base - The Sign
Fanta 4-4 win
jaja because it is melancholy. I realize now how old I am but, those songs do not already know many, they are either too young or just what they missed. I need to find that I strongly discourage going to the 30, and I inwardly amnchmla still like a child feel more like a child, a teenager but not like an adult should make the already slow time planning for his future, should also think about family and stuff ...
Sigh ...
You grow old ... 10 years ago the world looked rosy udn lay at our feet and now we have our vegetables can steal the world, from the dinky little young to consist only of face pimples : D
Real McCoy - threw said automaticloveletter
exaggerate 10 years ago we were out of the disco because we were too young and now you ask us to pick which child we really want.
Somehow the world has changed and I feel I am still where I was 10 years ago ... Where I think I was always .... Have I developed or was eifnach just too slow for this world.
No matter how the world turns, it seems to me, I just do not get behind. Yesterday, in step with everything, and today I have the feeling miles away world, and each step seems to be a step that is useless ... Or have
I changed so that the world no longer fits me? I thought of my in Menen experiences, my feelings are no longer fit in here?
I wanted but will never be older than 18 years, I have to shrink to find that I have not achieved that goal, and today zwangig with center manhcmla me more than ever wish that it would be sooner a point where the I leave this world, and I hope no one is crying for me. A depressive
something melancholy and uncertain sitting here ... With self-doubt and questions, which no one can bentworten ... cih not even myself for myself ....
.... Keep the
World, I want to get off .....
....
the rest is silence
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
How To Introduce Myself To A Prospective Employer
moon group @ 2005-04-19T15: 12:00
Would not life,
would be the existence or less tolerable.
/ me would be glad if taketh him something to say and yet longs sihc answer anch ... : \\
If my life does not, it would
you better go
/ me would be grateful for every moment of silence in his body ... and yet I long for conversations and information
Would not the memories, dreams
would be nice ....
/ me tries to ignoreiren the world
while he would just be ignored
Would not the emotional pain, sore
would even be tolerable.
/ me still lives and future life
and loses himself in sihc
Would not life,
would be the existence or less tolerable.
/ me would be glad if taketh him something to say and yet longs sihc answer anch ... : \\
If my life does not, it would
you better go
/ me would be grateful for every moment of silence in his body ... and yet I long for conversations and information
Would not the memories, dreams
would be nice ....
/ me tries to ignoreiren the world
while he would just be ignored
Would not the emotional pain, sore
would even be tolerable.
/ me still lives and future life
and loses himself in sihc
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Can You Put Alcohol In Your Camelbak
moon group @ 2005-04-10T22: 52:00
sosoooooooooooo
now I have the trial period (almost) survived:) exams on Friday survived quite well, but three did not make it.
Now I have another 7 weeks of practice on the ward, and has to get up tomorrow at 4 clock and sigh that's too early too early ... sigh
Otherwise tjha white net .. life around it there are hardly any ..... but am happy to be here:) Well
sosoooooooooooo
now I have the trial period (almost) survived:) exams on Friday survived quite well, but three did not make it.
Now I have another 7 weeks of practice on the ward, and has to get up tomorrow at 4 clock and sigh that's too early too early ... sigh
Otherwise tjha white net .. life around it there are hardly any ..... but am happy to be here:) Well
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
Safe Homemade Rolling Paper
moon group @ 2005-04-06T23: 23:00
gehtz how? If you like
dsa know?, You think he? They? , All of you?
What will know her?
would destroy miir I prefer something else .. wants to run away, I .. I fear for the moment before now have ?,.....
Want to know, I do not think ds tomorrow to experience, but just sometimes think to survive now?
Will you really know
the fear in me, deep in me the fear of life ... before the soul, before live ....
ye wiyssen it?
You see, of course not ....
so I feel good ...
gehtz how? If you like
dsa know?, You think he? They? , All of you?
What will know her?
would destroy miir I prefer something else .. wants to run away, I .. I fear for the moment before now have ?,.....
Want to know, I do not think ds tomorrow to experience, but just sometimes think to survive now?
Will you really know
the fear in me, deep in me the fear of life ... before the soul, before live ....
ye wiyssen it?
You see, of course not ....
so I feel good ...
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